Tona Tuni r Golpo

Sharing story of feelings between a couple - tona and tuni.

Saturday, December 31, 2005

Beginning of 2006

Today marks the beginning of 2006.
Whats ahead?....hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..........
Well in Jan 2006.... a wedding.. beginning of a new a life for me and tona... with my name as Mrs. Tona.....

I finish my MBA in may 2006 inshaAllah..... End of general education...Alhamdulillah

If Tona gets US Visa in Jan and IF i get US VISA too den and only then life starts for me and tona together in US in JUNE.... Purai tona tunir shongshar :D...chotto ekta shongshar... duijoner.... ek roomer bashate thakle aro moja... choto ekta basha.... thakbe tona r tuni.....

Jodi pari ekta notun masters or Phd shuru korar ichhao achhe ei yr ei... Allah pak janen ki hobe

Well what else... kichui j r khuje pachhi na .... tobe bochorer prothom ta jabe purai dhamakar modhhe...

Keeping my fingers crossed and hoping things wud go normal Allah paker shahajje....

YEAR GONE - 2005
Our marriage got fixed as tona proposed to my mum for my hand... he did so earlier too to YMI but it did not work out.. but it helped as i cud acknowledge my mum on this regard. That was a very big thing.... Auny got married and i had a huge fight with her.....
Ghezaal one perfect woman who has been one of my best buddies at BRAC left Bangladesh and went to Afghanistan...

I think that was more or less it....

I thank Allah nothin untowards happened in this year as such... and Pray nothin Untoward happen this year or in future...

Friday, December 30, 2005

Tona Tuni r Golpo

Fufu and Ripa just went inside aiport for Dhaka. This Singapore Airlines fleight will go through Frankfurt to Singpaore. After a 12 hours halt there it will reach Dhaka at Sunday night. They missed last night's British Airways fleight due to transit visa missing that they had to collect morning today.

Because of this tension, I could not keep much in touch with my Tuni today and last night. I understand my activities towards her last few days make her feel that I dont care much about her. But I care about her more than anything else. I wish I could show what goes on deep inside me for her. I want to see her happy at any cost.

I love my Tuni.

-- Tona

Thursday, December 29, 2005

Closing towards the end of a memorable year

life is gloomy, not much of an excitement.... cant say why... as i dont think this is a suitable place... and also coz i cant change much... its useless...

no shoppin done so far in da last few days... shud be starting today.. lets c

I know there r many things dat wud go wrong ...

Abbu ammur thela theli is taking us nowhere reagarding shoppin also.... so one can well understand the situation....

Today Russel bhai came to Dhaka... its tona's younger bro....

Monday, December 26, 2005

a very bad day n learn not to expect

i finished my xams on 24th dat is day before yesterday with strategic which means dat i m kind of done with the MBA except for the saga of OPN and the intern or the research report. Making me feel a lot relieved considering my hope that i should be finishing my ncc this december too. So i shud b done wid my NCC by this feb as soon as i get my results...

In May i should be done with my studies primarily... though i intend to study more... (stop expecting ...stopppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp). i kind of feel it might never happen.

There was a furniture thingi mishap between the parents of both the house in the morning... Mum even got kind of sick when i reached home.... her bp was very highhhh and she was soo mad and paranoid with the issue that her bp went high up.... i hope things would be alrite soon

I myself had some realisation regarding many issues, I never expected i would have to realise and which is quite opposite to what I am... But i guess its too late a realisation....

its just sth dat wud probably trouble..........

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

30 days 4 marriage n 19 days to meet tona

If i take today and the 19th of Jan, then there is xactly a month for us to get married. And 19 days to meet Tona...

Lets see where do I stand in terms of my preparation
Gaye holud
- Dates:- mine on 17th of Jan 2006 and Tona's on 18th of Jan 2006
- Venue is "the milon Kunjo".. the name is funny i know.. but thats like the only smallest community center we could find there. I dont like its toilet. And some of the staff are arrogant with whom I might have some contradictions. Food will be from there too, thats another issue I am not particularly pleased with.
- The card is all ready but has few problems.. the font is too small, doesnt have my sisters name and nothin saying its gaye holud card.
- Cosmetics and things like that is yet to be bought should be done by today
- Only Tonas Panjabi has been bought which is maroon in color.
- I have not yet received my gaye holud saree blouse to have an idea as to what it might look like.
- I have to make a list of Dalas to be going there too. :(..... so much to do....

Date:- 19th of Jan 2006 morning
Dadaji will be there, and people from Madrasah too. We are going to arrange for around 40 people in the house (very skeptic though abbu is insisting). Now as I am thinking, Me and Tona needs something to wear on that day. Tona I think should be wearing a panjabi. And me I dunno as yet

Date:- 19th of Jan 2006 evening
Venue - Royal Lagune at Rifles Square and food is expected to be from Fakhruddin.
We are expecting around 600 people in the ceremony. I am getting a reddish maroonish saree my inlaws got from India.
Tona is wearing a greenish - brown prince coat. Still to get his shoe, pagri and round neck shirt.

Wedding Reception
Date:-22nd of Jan 2006 evening
Venue - Gulshan Shooting Complex
I will be wearing a lahenga. Something I have never worn in my entire life... but as i said to Tona there is always the first time. Its purplish pink in color.
Tona is wearing a greyish black suit with white shirt and grey tie. I am yet to get the Grey tie.

I m done with buyin clothes for gifts on the other side... except for a few.......
Today I will finish up buying Tonas cosmetics from Almas........
I am just counting days to meet up with tona... just cant wait...
I have already lost my sleep.... it has lightened up sooooo much dat i cant sleep once it has some break....
Waiting for you Tona

Friday, December 16, 2005

miss u heapsssssssssssssssssss

I want to tell u
How much I think about you
Everytime, every moment, every second
I think of u on and on

How your palm is in my hand
And my eyes trying to talk to your eyes
I can even accept to bend
As to convince u am telling no lies

I even think of your kiss
And hugging u near to my heart
These are moments I will never accept to miss
Giving u my eternal love sweet heart

In my loneliness
U r the only one to share my solitude
This way of thinking of u is endless
I often ask myself how to call this aptitude

U r the one who always reside in my mind
And so in my heart forever
Never think of leaving me behind
I will be destroyed forever and ever